I dont care wat they say coz im in ♥ with u!
About being 'her'
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Nur Syazwani
'Waney'
TWO-AND-TEE
Simply happy with what she owns..
Thankful with what she got..
Shes enjoying her roller coaster ride..
Most importantly, she ♥ THE ONE..



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escapes
horrifying Sunday, September 16, 2007 12:22:00 AM
Haiz. im jus restless and tired.Wad a Saturdae.3rd Dae of the Holy month of Ramadhan. Wat a holy dae (: I felt so lost after wad had happened yesterdae. A young sweet lady whom i address her as 'Az' create tht big impact on my Fridae. After i told her a bit abt my history with tht 'HER', Az started her kinda unusual staring at me.That moment,i was calm.Bt my heart wasnt that calm.I get some kind of signal that something was just not rite.I jus ignore as i only thought that it was jus my imagination.Till around 10pm,Az told me that she was waiting for my msg as the dae before,she passed me her hp no.I forgot bout it.Shit.



I was told to msg Az a.s.a.p.Az told me that she had something to ask me.I started to feel uneasy.12am+, I was in the train heading back home.I hv sent a plain msg which contain an aknowledgement of my current location and my name just for Az to save it in the hp.Bt i was shocked after receiving her msg.She did her confession to me.Guess wat confession??? Love confession.My eyes start to tear.I keep in control.Its gonna be damn embarrassing if i tear in the train.Its public.


Im not touched.Im jus damn shock!!!!Never never happened in my life before! Remember this.Its not a man or a guy.Its a young sweet lady whom i regard as colleugue at werk,a mentor in my religious matter,nothing more than a fren whom i will not miss to care for. I felt treatened after tht.She called me when i just reached home.I acted normally bt actually,my heart pounded tht fast.Shit.I cant sleep.I msg Jojo and inform Jojo bout it.Az know that i like Jojo.Bt Jojo did not know bout it.Jojo called me ask wat kind of prob do i hav.Jojo was laughing throughout our conversation till it cut off.So bad of Jojo.Waliao eh..Im damn lost.Horrified.Wat a nightmare.Its a bad reality experience!Allah and Jojo.....I really need both of u!!!Till i blog in


Ps: Im searching and ive found it.Jojo..Its u and nt Az.