IN LOVING MEMORY..
I cant sleep yet argghh! I really wanna slp bt i jus cant.I dunno what is actually bothering me now.Maybe im excited about the work attachment or im just scared about the true working environment that i will be in.Hmmm..I have no idea whats in my mind.
What i noe now is the last conversation with noor on the phone is playing in my mind.I just cant stop thinking abt those things that she said to me.Did i lose my chances to be with him again??
That is sooo shitty! That is what i feels now.I hope theres still more opportunity for me.Im i blind to see all those stuff tht i missed??
Cant u just understand this??
I would love to call u mine.
I would love to call u baby,darling,sayang.byy...
Bt i just cant..
U noe rite??
I doubt u dun..
Ok watever..Its over and done with..
Im just hoping that u will consider all that had happened and will give me a chance to have u on my own..